还是没有他..xx天

在facebook看到才发现到原来今天是11.1.11..那么多个1的日子..对我来说1真的不是什么好号码..

看了一部电影-Love Actually,是他一直以来都很喜欢的电影之一..每一年的圣诞节他都叫我去看这部电影可是我还是没有机会看到..在刚过去的圣诞节我还是没有看到，本来我一直打算和他一起看的，现在...

今天我终于看完了这部电影，真的是很好看..很喜欢电影里的每则故事，表现出了人真的可以为了爱而勇敢起来，当你爱对了人，千万要和他/她说，别收在心里，别等到有天没有机会了，想说都说不到了，人一生中就是很容易做错选择和决定，往往这些错误的选择就造成了日后的遗憾..别让你的人生加上一个又一个的遗憾..很喜欢那个作者爱上葡萄牙女人的故事，虽然语言和国籍都不一样，可是两个人就是可以那么容易爱上了，里面有句对白让我很感动:

男：这是我一天当中最喜欢的时光，就是载着你

女：这是我一天中最痛苦的时候，就是离开你

爱是没有status之差，只要你是爱一个人，你就是想一直在他的身边，和他一起度过每一个时光..

Love actually is all around..

看完这部戏后，我就有一股力量叫我send sms给他，我真的send了，我告诉他，我知道这封message现在可能已经没有什么意思了，也许他也不会去看，也许他不会reply我，可是我只是想把我心里最想说的话告诉他..就是我爱你..还是一样以前的爱..说完后，真的舒服下来了..

课业开始忙了，很多assignments要开始prepare了，时间其实很多，只是不懂为什么要做课业上的东西时却好像没有时间酱..Next year的schedule也出了，真的september才开学..好伤心啊..意思说，又可能要延迟毕业了..

很想去看戏，可是不懂要找谁人陪我看..《天天好天》后天就上映了，很想去看，真的不懂要找谁陪我看，结果我又msg他问他要看吗..他说可以，就找一天..不懂这次我做对还是做错呢..?

今天不知怎么，特别想念他..

Update 1.1.11

25th December 2010

又到圣诞节..今年的圣诞节因为一些事情所以很没有mood..平安夜也是在家倒数而已..不过最开心的是12am，我们互相wish a Merry Christmas,希望每一年的12am，大家都会和对方说声Merry Christmas.

圣诞节出街真的是biggest mistake ever! Jam and crowded everywhere..我们先去了卖蛋的新家参观，不错啊！快点开open house party啦！

过后我们就准备去Sunway Pyramid看戏，上网买了"Gulliver’s Travel”的戏票，还很贵呢..整RM14很不幸的，Sunway Pyramid外面超级塞车，结果过了电影播放时间的一个小时，我们give up然后去了IOI MALL,坐下来吃东西聊天准备去Puchong的Tenji 2 dinner!

个人觉得Mont Kiara的Tenji气氛比较好，而且食物选择比较优胜

Puchong我真的很少来，这是我第2次来这个地方，以后应该会比较常来了..因为卖蛋的新家在这边，然后我的舅母也在这边买了新屋子

26th December 2010

Boxing day还要去工作 就是之前那个AFF Suzuki Cup的survey job..这次比上次高价多了..3个小时的survey,RM120！不过这次真的很严重多人！Malaysia vs Indonesia..整个bukit jalil严重crowded 而且很吵，RM120也不容易赚啊..

工作回家后，我就生病了..应该是吃错东西，结果当天半夜，我呕了两轮，早上起来还有呕吐的感觉..看了医生后比较好..

29th December 2010

今天和朋友gathering..Before gathering start,我和心怡去了Times Square走一趟来..真的很久没有和朋友去shopping逛街了..今天虽然是weekdays可是TS也是很多人..我们还去吃了我想吃很久了的BBQ Plaza..!果然真的不错吃下！

晚上，我们本来要到Connaught的Fun OK吃晚餐的，可是忽然想到那边今天有pasar malam所以就change our location to Kaki Corner喽..我们还给沈林一个惊喜的advanced birthday celebration呢

30th December 2010

今天去Astro那边拿奖来..是from MY FM的，我得到Anthony倪安东的最新专辑！还有一张food voucher和一set Schwarzkopf的shampoo product

31th December 2010

Last day in 2010, 今天搭KTM去kajang找他，然后我们去了看2010的最后一部电影- The tourist，很好看下的说.. Johnny Depp很搞笑下..

然后就陪他还有他老弟去shopping买新年衣..我自己也买了一条jeans! 他们两个厉害shopping下，我都走到快累倒了..

晚上就过去他的表哥的condominium那边BBQ准备countdown for new year 

就这样眼巴巴看着2010的离去，看着2011的到来..年级越大，越不想时间过得那么快，也没有说很想新的一年快点来酱..无论如何，时间是不会停下来的~日子开心也得过，不开心也得过，说真的我们应该开开心心得去过每一天哦！

 

Live Your Football Dream Contest

上个月参加的Head & Shoulder/Gillette举办的比赛-Live your football dream contest..
只需要拍一个video about football skill/goal celebration..然后post上去，vote就可以了
本来我不是很有兴趣参加的因为要vote..而且是100% based on votes的..
可是后来我看到没有什么人参加，所以就参加喽

不过也是要谢谢我的朋友告知我有这个contest..不然我也真的不知道啊..
contest october就开始了，我也是november中才参加的...
还需要附上一张receipt证明你买了at least RM25的head and shoulder/gillette的产品...
然后我就自己vote还有找一些朋友来vote..一个account每6个小时就可以vote一次的..
我甚至早上睡觉也爬起来特地online vote...
今天去到P&G的公司拿奖..

前面白衣和蓝衣的就是first and second prize winner了
他们可以去england看chelsea vs liverpool的比赛
first prize的还有机会再west ham academy那边训练一个星期...
可是原来他是曼联的fans...他还说我的video不错...我傻了下..
因为我觉得我的video超差..我自导自演自录自edit自上载的呢...
third prize winner是highest vote from 3-7的video赢得的...
我其实刚好在7th而已..险下..
可是第一个却颁给我，那个老板看到我穿曼联的衣，就直接给了rio的我
因为其实才有2件rio,2件gerrard和1件jole cole的..
心想拿到joe cole的真是不幸运..
旁边那个印度人还有那个uncle都是liverpool fans来的...可怜那个uncle拿到joe cole的

题外话，为了去拿这份prize,特地去到Surian Tower,就是位于The Curve隔壁那带..老实说，我从来没有去过The Curve/Ikea那带，One U也是去过一次而已..山芭下 其实没有说很远啦，可是有人却说很远

在那边吃了Dragon-i来...

这里就是the curve了，连接E@ curve还有Ikano几间商场..

 

Love爱情

到底什么是真正的爱情呢？应该没有一个specific的答案吧..

我曾经相信过爱情就是要100%的信任对方，100%的坦白..可是一些周围发生的例子令我对这个看法有所改观..

最近我在工作上认识了一位女同事，第一天看到她我就觉得这个女子很高,身材标准，还蛮漂亮下的，原来已经是个有三个孩子的妈妈了，最大那个女儿都已经7岁了..当时我也很难猜她的年龄，过后她告诉我都接近30了，那么我猜应该是29岁吧，可是看起来真的不像，我一度以为她才26岁…so i guess她应该很早就结婚了吧..过后经过一些对话，才发现到原来她生了第三个孩子的时候才和他老公注册，不过今年初却离婚了，现在有一位要好的男朋友，她没有清楚地说明离婚的原因，可是却说有老公等于没有老公所以就离婚了..

我们聊聊下，也知道原来她还蛮时常和朋友去clubbing的，她说她时常遇到一些男子，手里搂着自己的女友在跳舞可是眼睛却是望着别的女人，她曾经遇过一些一边和自己女友跳舞，一边和她抛眼眉的男子，还趁自己的女友上厕所的时候，走过来和她要电话号码…不过她当然没有给他啦..

过后有一天，我听到她和一位朋友在用电话聊天，还聊蛮久的，不是我偷听，是她在我面前大谈阔论的，凭我听到的对话内容，我做出的结论是对方是位男子，而且认识她已经有整11之久，和她是同一个家乡来的，而且还是有老婆了的，可是我听到她和他的对话还挺肉麻的..例如你过来找我，我就陪你啦，你一天不和她离婚，我都不会答应你的，你就想得美，要他又要我，要挂电话时还muakcs muacks..还不止，对话中，我听到她和电话里的男子说：那个香港的他说要过来找我，他说他已经有女朋友了可是不想和她“做”，想和我“做”，还说等他过来马来西亚后，无论对方有没有男女朋友都一定要“做”…

我听了那番对话后，真的吓到下..到底那名男子和她有什么关系？还有一个香港的..==

我忽然觉得那些男子都很贱，自己有一个了还和另外一个搞暧昧..其实我觉得我的那位同事应该不相信爱情了的，她常说男人都是一样的，只有“一个batang”…

haiz..我改观了，女人千万不要放100%信心给男人，爱情游戏里，是很容易受伤害的，一定要懂得保护自己，永远的天长地久已经很少了，不过我还是相信爱情是一种关怀和照顾..因为我可以从我父母间的爱看到..

我妈妈在茶室卖饼，我爸爸呢一旦没有工作就会去那间茶室叫杯茶，坐下来就这样陪我妈妈聊天，不然在那边坐着看着她做工也好，有时还会载她放工,甚至在那间茶室里和其他档口小贩打好关系，为了就是要有人帮忙互相照应我妈妈..我看在眼里，觉得这种不就是真正的爱情吗？我父亲不是很有钱，到了这把年纪，一间屋子都没有，有时候也会不够钱来还水电费，可是我妈妈却从来没有怨言，她为了这个家，去工作，目的就是不要我爸爸那么辛苦..这样的感情不就远远胜于现代年轻一代的男女爱情吗？

真正的爱情就是要互相扶持，互相体谅，才能永远的…

我忽然觉得一段感情真的很难维持的，很多时候，一些感情都是因为一些因素而勉强维持可是到头来辛苦的还是自己，不过我也觉得爱情不能太自私，只想自己，为了对方，去付出才能得到真正的回报的..

白头到老，真的不容易..

Update 2nd December

It's DECEMBER..The last month of the year..
What have I done this year?
A summary need to be write out in the end of this month...but not now..

I am currently working as a teacher at Smart Reader Kid Centre, the same centre that i worked last year. Initially, I was intended to work at the tuition centre that i worked during May/June sem breaks however the principal is kinda irresponsible..
She should told me earlier that her tuition centre is currently no vacancy. However, she only told me after a week i called her where she promise me that would offer me a job on December. Fortunately, Smart reader kid has a vacancy now, allow me to work from 30th November until 18th December..Not many days, only 15 working days and the wages approximately to be RM600. Anyway, it is better than doing nothing and sit at home. RM600 is really a bit too little for me - a big spender. So, I trying to look for some promoter daily job to earn some fast money also especially Christmas job. Hope to get a christmas job la...
Since i won the big prize, I am so addicted in participate contests, games, competitions those thing. Not really easy to win indeed! But, i believe that if you try more and your chance to win will increase~

Movie

Went to watch this movie on last Friday with my honey at Pavilion.
Kinda boring at the first when the man trying to figure out why his wife being accused for the murderer case and how he plan all the "jailbreak" thing however story come to a climax when he put all those plans into action! So exciting and quite touching also for the ending.
Anyway, i like the ending!

This is how Russell Crowe break a car and save his wife in the movie. Believe it or not?

Found out some video proved that this method is malfunction but some comments said it is work. So? Try it out to prove it haha

Whole New November

I can't update any other thing not until i finish my England trip Journal..
Finally, I've got it done!
It's a little bit long-winded..but it's so detailed because i want to keep all the memories in here so that i won't forget any single thing happened at there~
So wassup November?

Okay, ever since i come back, i started to miss London very much and i keep my feeling by writing the England trip journal and viewing other people experiences in England..
Anyhow, i still need to face my final exam...
Not feeling good to mention about it..Just let it pass..

Any outing in November?
Yea, for sure..I'm not that kind of person who willing to sacrifice any outing only for the sake of preparing exam..That's just not me!

3rd November

Had a great birthday celebration with my dear friends..It was shinyi 21st birthday..The birthday celebration was at Look Out Point and i gotta tell it is actually not a good place for birthday celebration because there are so windy, we can't even light up the birthday candle for one second ...how sad huh..><
Location: Look Out Point

6th November

It was my grandma birthday celebration..Shame to tell that i'm not sure how old is she..78?79? Okay, i will pay my attention on it next time ..
Nice gathering with my relatives especially my cousins!
Location: Seremban

19th November

Had a great outing with my honey...We went to sing karaoke at Red Box Low Yat and then we went to KLCC for a movie - RED...

A grand new shop at KLCC - Harrods!!
It was a mini size of Harrods from London at KLCC...
How could i miss the chance to take a photo with my lovely Harrods Bear..^^

Yes 4g launch at Lot10, It was crazy and a lot of people there for the latest technology launching..

I like this photo..i think it should be the photo of the day haha..
Kuala Lumpur is not that bad for the night scene!


Sushi dinner at Sushi Zanmai, Fahrenheit88
It was my first try at sushi Zanmai and i've got to said that i'm totally fall in love with it and the price there is not that high as what i expected!
FYI, I visited to Uniqlo as well just wanna to see the reason why there are people willing to queue up for the store grand opening...However, i don't see any reason that worth for me to queue up for it..The clothes there are not really suitable for Malaysia weather even though it is nice and fashionable but what for to buy those thick and warm clothing at here?
Location: Times square, Low Yat, Lot10, Fahrenheit88, Pavilion and KLCC

20th November

My little cousin birthday celebration at his house...
Another nice gathering with all my relatives and especially my cousin...
I finally met my cousin - Newman's girl friend haha..
A great instant photo taken together with my cousins~

I love it!
Location: My aunt house at Alam Damai, Cheras

24th November
A day at Genting..My boy friend and I went to Genting and the main purpose is I wanna apply a Genting World Card haha..
Now is school holiday and so you can see how crowded is Genting even it is only weekday..
We only went into casino and apply a card..
I've got RM20 free credits in my new card and so i spent it all in playing slot machine..I was winning at the first but lose it all in the end ><
Anyway, i was not spending any single cent from my wallet for gamble...
We spent about 3 hours at there and went back home...
The Genting cable car was just finish maintenance however the functionality is worse than before..It keep pause and move, pause and move for several times when we ride up and also back..
Location: Genting Highland, Connaught Night market

Now is time to focus on looking for a job and start working!!