还是没有他..xx天

在facebook看到才发现到原来今天是11.1.11..那么多个1的日子..对我来说1真的不是什么好号码..

看了一部电影-Love Actually,是他一直以来都很喜欢的电影之一..每一年的圣诞节他都叫我去看这部电影可是我还是没有机会看到..在刚过去的圣诞节我还是没有看到，本来我一直打算和他一起看的，现在...

今天我终于看完了这部电影，真的是很好看..很喜欢电影里的每则故事，表现出了人真的可以为了爱而勇敢起来，当你爱对了人，千万要和他/她说，别收在心里，别等到有天没有机会了，想说都说不到了，人一生中就是很容易做错选择和决定，往往这些错误的选择就造成了日后的遗憾..别让你的人生加上一个又一个的遗憾..很喜欢那个作者爱上葡萄牙女人的故事，虽然语言和国籍都不一样，可是两个人就是可以那么容易爱上了，里面有句对白让我很感动:

男：这是我一天当中最喜欢的时光，就是载着你

女：这是我一天中最痛苦的时候，就是离开你

爱是没有status之差，只要你是爱一个人，你就是想一直在他的身边，和他一起度过每一个时光..

Love actually is all around..

看完这部戏后，我就有一股力量叫我send sms给他，我真的send了，我告诉他，我知道这封message现在可能已经没有什么意思了，也许他也不会去看，也许他不会reply我，可是我只是想把我心里最想说的话告诉他..就是我爱你..还是一样以前的爱..说完后，真的舒服下来了..

课业开始忙了，很多assignments要开始prepare了，时间其实很多，只是不懂为什么要做课业上的东西时却好像没有时间酱..Next year的schedule也出了，真的september才开学..好伤心啊..意思说，又可能要延迟毕业了..

很想去看戏，可是不懂要找谁人陪我看..《天天好天》后天就上映了，很想去看，真的不懂要找谁陪我看，结果我又msg他问他要看吗..他说可以，就找一天..不懂这次我做对还是做错呢..?

今天不知怎么，特别想念他..

没有你的第六天(阴/雨)

天空还是没有快乐起来，正如我的心情..有晴，然后又阴天再下雨..

今天是最忙碌的一天，从10am上课到7pm..中间只是有2个小时休息而以..加上昨晚迟睡，所以今天整天都还很累..

忙碌真的可以让我暂时把他给忘记了，可是现在我上完课回来后，心情不知怎么的，又有那种酸酸的感觉了..

今天我们没有任何联络，望着手机，如往常一样inbox没有message..

说回昨天的一些事情，昨晚去了Asia Cafe和一些很久没见的朋友一起看曼联vs Liverpool的比赛..整个地方真的一点都没有变，只是比以前更加热闹了..我也很久没有去了，大概超过半年之久..这个地方是我和他第一次一起看球赛的地方，我不记得是哪场比赛了，只记得，那时候他坐在我隔壁，那天刚好是雨天，所以Asia Cafe也冷冷的，当时他就问了我一句，冷啊？他就握着我的手，那时候我们还没有开始的，只是大家都有一些感觉..其实他那一握，我就已经认定他了…

昨天回去Asia Cafe那边，我还是点了一盒章鱼烧，一个我们去到那边都会order的小食..章鱼烧还是6粒，我一个人吃完，以前他吃3粒，我吃3粒..

Order了杯regular size的carrot milk,以前都order large的..

昨天去到那边最安慰的是一个很久没见的朋友说我瘦了..haha..真的就好..

很多人和我说他怎么不好，早就应该把他放下可是在我的心里，我还是一直记得他的好而以，他的不好在我心里其实真的很渺小..

昨天无意间，看到他updated了blog..他很久没有update他的blog了，他上次update已经是两年前的事了..他的blog的确是写着我们的东西..我看了其实也是很伤感，他说自己不能commit in a relationship..他需要自由还有他说他注定to be a loner，真不明白为什么他要这样想自己，但我却给不到他..我真的很想我们可以从头来过..希望我可以给到他自由，可是好像都已经太迟了..看到他说我是他最爱的那个，心里更加不知道怎样的..很开心却很遗憾..不过现在这些都好像不再重要了..

无论如何，现在的我是不会祝福他的..可能明年今天，我会改变现在的想法，真心祝福他..

没有你的第六天(阴/雨)

天空还是没有快乐起来，正如我的心情..有晴，然后又阴天再下雨..

今天是最忙碌的一天，从10am上课到7pm..中间只是有2个小时休息而以..加上昨晚迟睡，所以今天整天都还很累..

忙碌真的可以让我暂时把他给忘记了，可是现在我上完课回来后，心情不知怎么的，又有那种酸酸的感觉了..

今天我们没有任何联络，望着手机，如往常一样inbox没有message..

说回昨天的一些事情，昨晚去了Asia Cafe和一些很久没见的朋友一起看曼联vs Liverpool的比赛..整个地方真的一点都没有变，只是比以前更加热闹了..我也很久没有去了，大概超过半年之久..这个地方是我和他第一次一起看球赛的地方，我不记得是哪场比赛了，只记得，那时候他坐在我隔壁，那天刚好是雨天，所以Asia Cafe也冷冷的，当时他就问了我一句，冷啊？他就握着我的手，那时候我们还没有开始的，只是大家都有一些感觉..其实他那一握，我就已经认定他了…

昨天回去Asia Cafe那边，我还是点了一盒章鱼烧，一个我们去到那边都会order的小食..章鱼烧还是6粒，我一个人吃完，以前他吃3粒，我吃3粒..

Order了杯regular size的carrot milk,以前都order large的..

昨天去到那边最安慰的是一个很久没见的朋友说我瘦了..haha..真的就好..

很多人和我说他怎么不好，早就应该把他放下可是在我的心里，我还是一直记得他的好而以，他的不好在我心里其实真的很渺小..

昨天无意间，看到他updated了blog..他很久没有update他的blog了，他上次update已经是两年前的事了..他的blog的确是写着我们的东西..我看了其实也是很伤感，他说自己不能commit in a relationship..他需要自由还有他说他注定to be a loner，真不明白为什么他要这样想自己，但我却给不到他..我真的很想我们可以从头来过..希望我可以给到他自由，可是好像都已经太迟了..看到他说我是他最爱的那个，心里更加不知道怎样的..很开心却很遗憾..不过现在这些都好像不再重要了..

无论如何，现在的我是不会祝福他的..可能明年今天，我会改变现在的想法，真心祝福他..

没有他的第五天(阴)

今天还是天阴阴的..我的心要回去晴天，天空也快快回去晴天吧..

睡到7am就起身了..其实是梦醒的..梦里面，我和他很开心地一起去shopping..真的很开心，可是当我一醒来，发现到原来只是一场梦时，我真的很想哭..不过后来还是继续睡回下去，因为我现在过一天就等于过整个月酱..One day seems too long for me..睡回下去后还是发梦，又梦见他和我一起大家都还很甜蜜，结果又再醒来发现其实只不过是一场梦时，我真的忍不住了..心里想，如果梦里的是现实，现实中所发生的只不过一场梦，那该多好啊..这件事对我来说我还是觉得是场nightmare..我每一天都很希望我可以快点从这个nightmare醒来..

刚刚我看到他的facebook写到他去探望他刚进national service的弟弟，我就send了封sms给他，其实只是很normal的msg..like how’s your brother in there..一个小时多后，他才reply我..我还是会时不时留意我的电话有没有msg in，没有message,心里又好像怪怪的，有message一看，发现到不是他的message又觉得很不开心，然后每当一online进facebook第一件事就是去看他的facebook..不是看自己的notification还是自己的inbox..而是看他的profile有没有update什么的..不过这几天他好像没有update什么..应该是不想让我看到又乱想一通..

整天在家，无所事事，想要做一个assignment可是怎样还是打不起精神去做..==

不过晚上有节目，现在的我，一寂寞下来就不行了..今天找了节目就想明天，后天，大后天要怎样过，有没有人陪我过..

其实我也很矛盾，我不想出去那些我和他曾经一起去过的地方，因为我真的不能忘记和他在一起的经历，可是偏偏我们俩去过的地方实在太多了..想到如果我不出去的话，呆在家又很寂寞，又开始乱想..到底要不要出街也烦恼..

今天看到报纸写到: 人生总是有这种快乐不起来的时候，无法逃避，只有坦然走过去。要记得，悲伤也是人生的一部分..我觉得说得很好..我还在艰辛地走着这条路..

没有他的第四天(阴/雨)

今天约了个朋友去唱k..很久没有见到他了..好像变了很多..

以前他唱歌比较好听，现在好像没有当年的实力了..哈哈..

两个人唱k..唱了4个小时，虽然间中还是有时感触落泪，幸好没有吓到他..

唱完k,就走走shopping顺便去问问我的maroon 5的concert ticket..原来还没有开始发售哦..

也谢谢他听我发了那么多牢骚…

要回之前，我一个人走过去BB plaza那边的al-ikhsan..看到了他和我的影子，我们就是在那边买Frank Lampard的jersey的，记得当天就是before出发去England的前一天，那时候我还和他吵了小架来..

唱k的时候也是很多歌都令我想起他..

特别是这首..

他也是很喜欢这首歌的，今天再留意这首歌的歌词，发现到还真的很符合我的心声..

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

一边在youtube那边留comment,一边我又哭了..

今天也是很成功，并没有sms他..明天再加油！

在朋友面前，我还真的可以笑回了，可是当我一个人的时候，好像现在这样，我又忍不住了...心里还是一直想为什么？为什么我还是那么想念他？

 

没有他的第三天(阴/雨)

今天12pm才起身，虽然半夜还是有乍醒..不过今天过得不错..和一个朋友去kopitiam聊天，从1pm聊到6pm..真的很谢谢他哦

晚上就一家人去和我的四叔吃饭，然后送他回puchong..

今天很成功因为我一封sms都没有send给他..!明天要再接再厉哦

 

Why Not Me

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild tryin hard not to fall
You told me that you love me but say I’m just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces
Cos i know i’ll never free my soul
it’s trapped between true love and being alone
When my eyes are closed the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor
Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
Why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me
The day after tomorrow I’ll still be around
To catch you when you fall and ever let you down
you say that we’re forever our love will never end
I’ve tried to come up but it’s drowning me to know
you’ll never feel my soul
It’s trapped between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed the greatest story told
i woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor
Tell me baby why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me
You won’t ever know
How far we can go
You won’t ever know
How far we can go (go)
Why oh why tell me why not me
why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why
Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
If you only knew how much I love you
so why not me
(why not me, why not me)

This song suit me so much…

 

没有你的第二天 (雨)

第二天了，好消息是半夜我起身时，我没有流眼泪了..虽然不是很快又入眠可是还是能够入眠了..，不过被闹钟吵醒后，我在赖床时又不禁流眼泪了..

还是得忍住眼泪，去刷牙洗脸上课去..今天的课到9am而已，然后我就叫我的爸爸来载我回了，其实爸爸真的是最伟大的，随传随到..

今天从早上开始天上就和我一起流眼泪，不过天上好像比我更可怜，哭了整天

在回家的路上，路经他表哥的condominium,我望着那栋condo,想起31号那天我们在那边一起庆祝还许下promise that明年我们再在一起countdown..不过这似乎都已经不可能了..

回到家，上不到网，我只好去睡觉..冷冷的早上，睡觉应该是最舒服的..可是一趟下去，又忍不住大哭起来..因为我真的很想念他，可是我又不能和他说我想念他，就连sms也是普通几句而已..忍住对他的思念终于入眠了，不过却发了一场梦..我梦见我从他身后拥抱他，可是他连头也不回我..

然后，我做了件很失败的事情，我忍不住msg他叫他call我，他就立刻call我了，我其实只是很想听他的声音，就是那么简单，随便聊聊几句，最后还是忍不住想哭，我就快快盖电话..

妈妈说了一些话，我觉得很难听，心里更加不舒服..

下午，我的表弟call来和我聊天，算他有心啦..聊了整一个小时，心里也舒服了点..

过后开始看<<3 idiots>>这部戏，真的不错看下..虽然我不是笑很多，不过故事内容很好，Aal izz well..这句真的很安慰下..

里面有一幕我很喜欢就是..

男主角:Take your hand and put it over your heart, and say, “Aal Izz Well”

I understood this heart scares easily, you have to trick it

However big the problem, tell your heart, “Aal Izz Well” (All is well)

主角朋友: That resolves the problem?

男主角: No. But you gain courage to face it

没有他的第一天(5/1/2011) 晴/雨

since前晚我们已经说清楚了的，so我以为自己终于可以好好地睡一觉，可是原来还是不能的，半夜我又忽然间醒来，以前我在宿舍半夜醒来都是感到害怕的，可是这次我不害怕了，因为我难过的心情远远盖过了害怕的感觉，夜深人静下，眼泪又不听话一直流不听..幸运的话，流流下就会睡下去了，不幸运的话，就流到天亮..半夜流眼泪，我真的很想msg他，告诉他，可是我知道不能..也没有用..心里可以告诉谁呢？结果是没有人的..

早上起来，心情就会很down…

整天就是会一直留意手机，看他会不会send我message..去买饭吃，本来很饿的，可是要吃的时候，却感觉很不想吃..今天还拿了些苦瓜，吃下去真的很苦..我很喜欢吃苦瓜的，可是今天的苦瓜是我吃过最苦的..

我妈妈called来，安慰我，听到妈妈的声音，我又忍不住要哭了

本来说，我不要看他的facebook profile的可是我知道我会忍不住..去看了看，知道他出街了..很想知道他到底去哪里，和谁去..虽然我知道自己已经没有资格去过问了，可是心里难免还会隐隐作痛..

看到他facebook写best wishes to my best friend..OMG..my best friend..是的，我们除了是朋友什么都不是了..best friend没有错啊，为什么还要看到眼睛湿湿的呢？

坐巴士回宿舍，沿途看风景，却看到他望着我的容貌..我就知道自己不可能那么容易就忘记他的..

看到朋友买了个mickey mouse的cardboard,就想到我之前也是买过一个一模一样的给他..

第一天就这样过去了..幸好晚上约了些朋友出来..so相信晚上应该不会太难过..

4/1/2011

想不到第一个2011年的blog就是一个令我又痛心，又伤心的事情..相信有看到我的facebook的人都知道，我和他结束了我们3年的感情..

要说清楚也真不容易..圣诞节前几天，他说他对我已经没有感觉了，然后晚上他又called来说其实他对另外一个女同事有点感觉..还有一次他瞒着我和她出去..我听了后真的晴天霹雳，因为我完全不相信他会这样对我..过后他说给他一次机会，那么我说好..虽然还是很痛..圣诞节到new year一个星期里，我没有开心过，相信他也是..终于在2/1/2011的下午，我忽然间很emo，我就告诉他不如我们做回朋友好了..他直接说好..过后不到半个小时内,我called回他说可以收回我刚才说的话吗？他说不可以..

接下来，当天和3号那天，我都情绪很不稳..我call他，sms他，他都对我很冷淡，我的心真的很痛，那两天里，我一直哭,没有胃口吃任何东西，结果我们约定4号出来见面,谈谈…

我试过挽救，我show他以前我们曾经在一起甜蜜的记忆好像message,照片，video,甚至录音，我都还keep在我的handphone里，虽然从以前到现在我换了3次手机，不过这些甜蜜的记忆我还keep着的..无论我哭到多凄惨都好，这次他不再哭了..我死缠烂打，说我会改，他要自由，我会给..可是主要问题就是他的心里已经没有我了..就算我做任何事情，都是挽救不回的..理智已经告诉我，选择放手是唯一的方法，不过要放手真的不容易..

4号那天，我和朋友去jusco cheras selatan唱k…来到这个地方，我又忍不住了..我跑进厕所里，一边哭，一边抹眼泪，眼泪还不停地流..因为这个地方充满了我和他的回忆，我们最时常就是来这里看电影，唱k..看到他冷淡的message..又哭..我真的很想不要再哭,可是能吗?

唱k的时候，也是没有心情唱..眼泪还时不时流下..后来我决定唱一些“应景”歌..一口气唱了My happy ending, according to you, since you been gone, from the bottom of my broken heart等等的歌曲..要哭就哭，要喊就喊..心情没有那么差了。。他约了我5pm,就是他放工后直接来找我,时间越是接近那个我们约好的时间，心情越是害怕和紧张,最后我上了他的车，我们没有去哪里，只是在jusco的parking lot里面聊..一看到他，我又哭了..

我们谈了很多很多东西，我知道我没有办法要他回心转意，后来我们决定做回朋友..虽然还是很痛苦，可是这是最好的决定。。

before我上车我也是和自己说好，无论等下发生什么事情，绝对要和平收场..

我办到了..

他载我回宿舍的时候我们还有说有笑的..

有趣的是，我一回到宿舍门口，就有一个外籍学生，看起来像iran人问我哪里有cafe..他说今天是他第一天来这里上课..因为我宿舍隔壁就是外籍学生的宿舍嘛…还和我聊了回，最后还向我拿电话号码…，看人家第一天来这里，我就给他喽…最衰是他不年轻，又不是我喜欢的鬼佬..不然我一定心花怒放的..haha

不过我相信，这一定是我新缘份到来的启示！

Update 1.1.11

25th December 2010

又到圣诞节..今年的圣诞节因为一些事情所以很没有mood..平安夜也是在家倒数而已..不过最开心的是12am，我们互相wish a Merry Christmas,希望每一年的12am，大家都会和对方说声Merry Christmas.

圣诞节出街真的是biggest mistake ever! Jam and crowded everywhere..我们先去了卖蛋的新家参观，不错啊！快点开open house party啦！

过后我们就准备去Sunway Pyramid看戏，上网买了"Gulliver’s Travel”的戏票，还很贵呢..整RM14很不幸的，Sunway Pyramid外面超级塞车，结果过了电影播放时间的一个小时，我们give up然后去了IOI MALL,坐下来吃东西聊天准备去Puchong的Tenji 2 dinner!

个人觉得Mont Kiara的Tenji气氛比较好，而且食物选择比较优胜

Puchong我真的很少来，这是我第2次来这个地方，以后应该会比较常来了..因为卖蛋的新家在这边，然后我的舅母也在这边买了新屋子

26th December 2010

Boxing day还要去工作 就是之前那个AFF Suzuki Cup的survey job..这次比上次高价多了..3个小时的survey,RM120！不过这次真的很严重多人！Malaysia vs Indonesia..整个bukit jalil严重crowded 而且很吵，RM120也不容易赚啊..

工作回家后，我就生病了..应该是吃错东西，结果当天半夜，我呕了两轮，早上起来还有呕吐的感觉..看了医生后比较好..

29th December 2010

今天和朋友gathering..Before gathering start,我和心怡去了Times Square走一趟来..真的很久没有和朋友去shopping逛街了..今天虽然是weekdays可是TS也是很多人..我们还去吃了我想吃很久了的BBQ Plaza..!果然真的不错吃下！

晚上，我们本来要到Connaught的Fun OK吃晚餐的，可是忽然想到那边今天有pasar malam所以就change our location to Kaki Corner喽..我们还给沈林一个惊喜的advanced birthday celebration呢

30th December 2010

今天去Astro那边拿奖来..是from MY FM的，我得到Anthony倪安东的最新专辑！还有一张food voucher和一set Schwarzkopf的shampoo product

31th December 2010

Last day in 2010, 今天搭KTM去kajang找他，然后我们去了看2010的最后一部电影- The tourist，很好看下的说.. Johnny Depp很搞笑下..

然后就陪他还有他老弟去shopping买新年衣..我自己也买了一条jeans! 他们两个厉害shopping下，我都走到快累倒了..

晚上就过去他的表哥的condominium那边BBQ准备countdown for new year 

就这样眼巴巴看着2010的离去，看着2011的到来..年级越大，越不想时间过得那么快，也没有说很想新的一年快点来酱..无论如何，时间是不会停下来的~日子开心也得过，不开心也得过，说真的我们应该开开心心得去过每一天哦！

 

Whole New November

I can't update any other thing not until i finish my England trip Journal..
Finally, I've got it done!
It's a little bit long-winded..but it's so detailed because i want to keep all the memories in here so that i won't forget any single thing happened at there~
So wassup November?

Okay, ever since i come back, i started to miss London very much and i keep my feeling by writing the England trip journal and viewing other people experiences in England..
Anyhow, i still need to face my final exam...
Not feeling good to mention about it..Just let it pass..

Any outing in November?
Yea, for sure..I'm not that kind of person who willing to sacrifice any outing only for the sake of preparing exam..That's just not me!

3rd November

Had a great birthday celebration with my dear friends..It was shinyi 21st birthday..The birthday celebration was at Look Out Point and i gotta tell it is actually not a good place for birthday celebration because there are so windy, we can't even light up the birthday candle for one second ...how sad huh..><
Location: Look Out Point

6th November

It was my grandma birthday celebration..Shame to tell that i'm not sure how old is she..78?79? Okay, i will pay my attention on it next time ..
Nice gathering with my relatives especially my cousins!
Location: Seremban

19th November

Had a great outing with my honey...We went to sing karaoke at Red Box Low Yat and then we went to KLCC for a movie - RED...

A grand new shop at KLCC - Harrods!!
It was a mini size of Harrods from London at KLCC...
How could i miss the chance to take a photo with my lovely Harrods Bear..^^

Yes 4g launch at Lot10, It was crazy and a lot of people there for the latest technology launching..

I like this photo..i think it should be the photo of the day haha..
Kuala Lumpur is not that bad for the night scene!


Sushi dinner at Sushi Zanmai, Fahrenheit88
It was my first try at sushi Zanmai and i've got to said that i'm totally fall in love with it and the price there is not that high as what i expected!
FYI, I visited to Uniqlo as well just wanna to see the reason why there are people willing to queue up for the store grand opening...However, i don't see any reason that worth for me to queue up for it..The clothes there are not really suitable for Malaysia weather even though it is nice and fashionable but what for to buy those thick and warm clothing at here?
Location: Times square, Low Yat, Lot10, Fahrenheit88, Pavilion and KLCC

20th November

My little cousin birthday celebration at his house...
Another nice gathering with all my relatives and especially my cousin...
I finally met my cousin - Newman's girl friend haha..
A great instant photo taken together with my cousins~

I love it!
Location: My aunt house at Alam Damai, Cheras

24th November
A day at Genting..My boy friend and I went to Genting and the main purpose is I wanna apply a Genting World Card haha..
Now is school holiday and so you can see how crowded is Genting even it is only weekday..
We only went into casino and apply a card..
I've got RM20 free credits in my new card and so i spent it all in playing slot machine..I was winning at the first but lose it all in the end ><
Anyway, i was not spending any single cent from my wallet for gamble...
We spent about 3 hours at there and went back home...
The Genting cable car was just finish maintenance however the functionality is worse than before..It keep pause and move, pause and move for several times when we ride up and also back..
Location: Genting Highland, Connaught Night market

Now is time to focus on looking for a job and start working!!

What would you do?

What would do if you discovered that boyfriend/girlfriend calling somebody else dear/darling? Even if you did not hear it but you saw it in the short message (SMS)? Not only that, but also sending some message such as i miss you..? Okay, now when you confronted with him and he told you it’s normal stuff because they are only friend and such dear/darling thing is more than normal! Now, i get angry and frustrated then only he admitted that he is wrong and apologize for that although i know he wasn’t really feel guilty with what he did at all. Hey, dude just wanna tell you. Not everything that you think is right, is right for me too! Sometimes, i do think that you need to stand on my point and oversee the situation. Now, you got it? I’m not totally mad, only the feeling of being betrayed is still there deep in my heart. I think is hard for me to give you any forgiveness if i discover the same thing again next time! THEY WOULD BE NO NEXT TIME! right?

This is how the holiday end

Going back to the “luxurious” hostel tomorrow, yet pack any stuff but it’s easy for me maybe 15 minutes will do. Let’s come with picture and story, i think that is the easiest way for me to tell a story because I'm sucks in explaining something in WORDS.

18 September 2010

 

Gathering at T-Bowl Restaurant with my sweet friends. This restaurant is located at Sg Wang, it is the second branch in Malaysia. I’ve heard about the food is bad before but we just want to give a try since the environment is unique. A toilet concept restaurant, the design, accessories are all comply with toilet concept, i guess the food as well…It’s comply with toilet concept too since it taste like “SHXT” haha just joking..

A photo with my Instax mini..Nice huh?

Have a great chat with them and a movie after that but June left earlier since she gonna catch up for her church activity – kite flying?? haha okay.

The movie is so so for me maybe i haven’t watch the previous series. Overall, the effect and sound system are well-done and the story is quite interesting too.

Now talk about souvenirsss from my Honey which all from Taiwan!

Taiwan mooncakes..contains with many types of flavour which we can’t find it here. The bottom picture is some snacks from Taiwan.

Not forget the garmentssss!! I like it so much, thanks honey! Although i can’t fit in the long pants, i’ll loss my weight to fit the pants! Don’t worry~

A doraemon mirror and facial masks from Taiwan! Love you~

Another movie i watched recently. “Devil” is a must watch movie i recommended! There is no way you can be sleep in the cinema or leave your seat to toilet. You’ll keep watching the screen to find out everything. It a movie about devil punish those who commit sins. *Thumb up*

 

Update 15th September 2010

Hey there.I almost forgot that i actually have a blog..Can’t remember when was my last update until i saw my last post here. I prefer to surf net although there are nothing to see in web indeed rather than writing something here. What a lazy pig. 2 weeks holidays is going to end soon, now i can tell my holidays is consider as quite meaningful. I spent my 2 weeks holidays in studying and revision. No travel?? absolutely no. No shopping, movie? Yes but only one..It was last Wednesday outing with my honey at KLCC and have a movie "PIRANHA". THAT’S ALL for my holiday but there is a coming gathering with my fellow friends in this Saturday..Initially, the gathering was planned to be set on last Friday, The First Raya day but somehow Simlim and June couldn’t make that and so the only alternative is set it on this Saturday..Kind of late huh..Anyway i’m looking forward for this gathering!!! Many things to 8 with you guys ~

My honey had a great holiday…which is so different from me. He went to Taiwan with his family 5 days 4 nights…To be honest, I’m so lonely after he left me. Even is only 5 days but it feels like a month…the feeling is bad. I miss him so badly on the first day because i can’t make myself to get use with the absence of his voice coz i heard his voice everyday, can be say that is 365 days. Now i gotta miss out his voice for so many days since he said that he can’t get any roaming line at over sea. However, those painful days are going to end because he is coming back to Malaysia tomorrow!! He said that he bought me a jacket, mirror and mask!! LOVE you ^^ Can’t wait to see him back to me~

It must be a busy week for me after holiday, tests are approaching me and not to forget the assignments..T.T

Here’s a thing..Entertain yourself while waiting for the buffering~